All this time I was working at Murdstone and Grinby's in the same
common way, and with the same common companions, and with the same
sense of unmerited degradation as at first. But I never, happily for
me no doubt, made a single acquaintance, or spoke to any of the many
boys whom I saw daily in going to the warehouse, in coming from it,
and in prowling about the streets at meal-times. I led the same
secretly unhappy life; but I led it in the same lonely, self-reliant
manner.
The only changes I am conscious of are, firstly, that I had grown
more shabby, and secondly, that I was now relieved of much of the
weight of Mr. and Mrs. Micawber's cares; for some relatives or
friends had engaged to help them at their present pass, and they
lived more comfortably in the prison than they had lived for a long
while out of it.
I used to breakfast with them now, in virtue of some arrangement, of
which I have forgotten the details. I forget, too, at what hour the
gates were opened in the morning, admitting of my going in; but I
know that I was often up at six o'clock, and that my favourite
lounging-place in the interval was old London Bridge, where I was
wont to sit in one of the stone recesses, watching the people going
by, or to look over the balustrades at the sun shining in the water,
and lighting up the golden flame on the top of the Monument. The
Orfling met me here sometimes, to be told some astonishing fictions
respecting the wharves and the Tower; of which I can say no more than
that I hope I believed them myself. In the evening I used to go back
to the prison, and walk up and down the parade with Mr. Micawber; or
play casino with Mrs. Micawber, and hear reminiscences of her papa
and mama.
Whether Mr. Murdstone knew where I was, I am unable to say. I never
told them at Murdstone and Grinby's.
David Copperfield, chapter 11, Charles Dickens.
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